I went to my appointment with a fake it til I make it attitude, turns out I’m pretty shit at faking being ok.
Self Harmed without even realising that’s what I was doing, so my therapist called my GP and the crisis team.
My GP wants me to hand in any medications I have and change to a dispense daily prescription and he will see me for a review in a month.
Meanwhile the crisis team have said that I don’t meet the criteria to need to be seen by them, so mentally I still feel like shit.
On another note, I spent my Monday night in A+E with my friend and honorary godchildren as one of them had got hurt.
Two hours and a little bit of glue later, everything was fixed and we were able to go home and straight to bed.
If only my mental health could be fixed that easily.